Anyhow, didn't expect to get caught in that loop. What my thought really was is that the juicy fun that is and should be our life experience must be believed in. One cannot know that and expect the fun while simultaneously assuming that everyone else is not on the same path. I must trust that those whom I have chosen to share this journey are also yearning for the juicy, messy, hard fun.
Even as I hear the bantering/bickering downstairs of father and daughter that had been absent for 4 days while Hub was away. They just have a different way. It's all good. Or at least I can't change it, force it, will it to be different. I can be who I am. They can be who they are. And somewhere there is harmony. I just have to let it be.
